Sunday, July 29, 2007

Bloody Tears

Gone are the days when she could cry!
Tears leave from the face, but blood from the heart.
A hidden secret hurts in the night,
This isn’t the end, but rather the start!

Someone I have never met causes her pain,
Love alone can heal that wound.
What else can cheer her up,
And end her despairing tune?

Love will come to her in time,
Her songs again will sound.
Her smile will show again,
When her happiness is found!

Instead of from her eyes, her tears flow from the heart.
Instead of disappearing off her face, her tears leave a mark.
Instead of being clear, her tears are blood red.
Instead of letting light through, her tears make all things dark.

Guardian Angel

You want someone to hold you,
when you lie cold in the night,
You want to know no fear,
no fear of a lonely life.

Well, I’ll be your guardian angel,
I’ll hold you forever,
Even when those nights are too cold,
And when its over, we’ll be together...
I’ll be your guardian angel.

You cry tonight, alone and scared,
You feel my hand upon yours,
And you think your dreaming,
But I’ll make you sure.

‘Cause I’ll be your guardian angel,
I’ll wipe away those tears,
Even when they’re cried,
Cried in anger and fear...
I’ll be your guardian angel

Well today you’re no longer scared,
‘Cause I’m here beside you,
You’ll never cry another tear,
And you’ll never need to...

See I’m your guardian angel,
We’re together forever,
No matter what the others say,
because when it’s over we’ll be together,
And I’m still your guardian angel....

Goodbye World

Goodbye, world
They had to say
With tearful eyes
Alone that day
Goodbye, world
They shouted at it
Trying to extinguish
The candle alit
Goodbye, world
They told their wives
As that plane crashed
And they saved lives
Goodbye, world
They said in tears
As they set off the bomb
And ended their fears

“Goodbye, world
We’re sorry for this
But when its all over
For us eternal bliss
Goodbye, world
We loved you so
But with the passing hour
Our fear begins to show
Goodbye, world
We cry to you,
Is this real
Is this true
Goodbye, world
Why am I here
Why was I born
My end so near”

Goodbye, world,
Their final breath,
They stood tall,
Blindly embracing death.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I Want You

I want you
to see the sincerity
in my eyes
when I ask you
And
I want you
to see the tears
in my eyes
when you answer

I want you
beside me every night
while we sleep--
while I dream of you
And
I want you
to wake up
and see me beside you
and know I’ll never leave

I want you
to know that you’re
my reason to
keep on going
And
I want you
to know
I’ll never stop
With you beside me

I want you
to never
feel alone
in this world
And
I want you
to stop wondering
if I care--
just ask me how much

I want you
more than anybody
in this
small world
And
I want you
more than all
to want
me

Why?

You know who i am
Even though I haven’t told you
You know why?
You just don’t understand

Why? you ask
Well let me tell you
Why?

I put up with the pain
The verbal abuse
The one-way love
The suffering
For you

So why?

I loved you
you know
you know Why? too

Rainclouds

A cloud headed toward me that March day,
that day when I met you,
that day when I wished you were mine,
and I knew, and I knew this day would come,
yet I did not know how soon it would be.
so I went on knowing the truth,
till you so blatantly shot me down,
and I crept away,
and that cloud passed,
and the invigorating rain disappeared.

That rain can not come back!
Yet the sun comes out still.
The rain can not come back,
yet I live determined as I was before.

You know the truth,
and it aches inside of you,
and you know that you'll never know this feeling again.
But why should you?
Why can't that rain continue?

cause that cloud was a hurricane,
and shook me up terribly,
and it rained for many a day,
you drilled yourself inside of me slowly, slowly...

But the truth still is there!
One day you'll come back to me and want to see me again,
And I'll welcome you back with open arms,
but will you ever be the hurricane you once were?

Ah, no matter, the sun is out,
and she won't turn on me,
ah, not the sun.
For the sun is eternal,
a cloud comes and goes,

Will you accept my invitation,
and rethink your way of life?

Or will you continue to live where you are,
where the sun, moon, nor stars,
cast light upon your path?

Well, I shall await your answer nonetheless,
and still think of you each night,
but as the sun shines,
I will not or cannot falter,
but I will remain strong,

Again I say to you,
The sun shall not die,
but you one day shall.

there she is

there she is
with blue nike shorts
and a tanktop
too short and too small
but there she is
in all her shining beauty

there she is
with a smile on her face
and love in her heart
too deep and too deep
but there she is
in love and loved

there she is
with her hair in her eyes
and barefoot
too tired and too happy
but there she is
and noones more beautiful

there she is
beside me on the couch
and with her head on my shoulder
too much and too soon
but there she is
and shes the one for me

Tears

We live in a world whose injustices,
many and problematic,
dictate this state of false security
caused by some vision of futurity.

We are seperated,
but joined together at that,
our many groups,
binding us as animals, in coops!

What tears have we cried,
that we have no return?
We have been sad too long,
we must stand strong!

We must be ever-vigilant!
How else can we win?
For every tear we wipe away,
another yet is cried!

Praying for Daylight

Nightfall brings unexpected sorrow
Broken hearts forced to wait 'til the morrow
A million die, two million born
All they want is blessed morn
Their souls are dark, as black as night
Impossibly winning their losing fight

Morning washes away sorrow
Broken hearts no longer wait till the morrow
It kills away all fear born
From desperately wanting this morn
They end life, to never spend another night
Lonely and suffering, praying for daylight

One Last Dance

Long gone from the past,
should I return?
Was there something there,
a lesson for me to learn?

Have I grown since then,
grown from my mistakes?
Will I do it all better,
or do it all once again?

Should I forgive and forget,
and give love another chance?
Or should I hold a grudge,
and forbid her one last dance?

She hurt me once,
will she again crush a heart?
She loved me once,
will she again be pierced by dart?

Hopes

For every heart that cries a tear,
for every man who learns of fear,
a hope to those I hope today,
a hope that they will be, I pray:

I hope they love, though they cry;
I hope they live, knowing they will die;
I hope that every tear and every fear
will make them hold everything more dear;
That they enjoy this life,
and have happiness through all their strife;
That they never worry that they won't do right,
or have to win a losing fight.

I hope they can help another heart in tears,
or another, drowning in their fears;
They finally stop to fear and cry,
so they're finally happy,
and happily they can die.

Be Mine

If you're tired of dancing alone in the rain,
of the constant storm pouring on you,
I can take away all the pain,
there's only one thing for you to do:

Be mine, and never let me go,
be mine, and the sun can finally shine,
be mine, to laugh another day,
be mine, I'm here to stay.

I know you're afraid of being hurt again,
I know you've gone through this before,
but I'm different than what you've seen,
when times get tough I won't leave.

If you'll be mine, and hold me close,
if you'll be mine and never leave my side,
I'll keep you warm in the cold night,
I'll let you spread your wings and fly.

Take my hand, never let it go,
stay by me, never leave me,
be mine, and I'll be yours.